It's been almost three full years since I started this journey. March 12th 2007 was a date that changed my life.
I can clearly remember Dr. Monaco administrating the "Happy Juice" into my IV LOL!
I had never been in a hospital or had surgery... not counting my own birth. I was wearing this skimpy gown with my ass all out.. these cool comfy socks and I had no panties on!
Normally I have no problem with this, but I was 289lbs and had low self esteem and was scared shitless because I was going under anesthesia for the first time... I just hoped and prayed, as I loss consiousness, that I would wake up.
This was a SUCCESS for me. I made a step in the right direction. A direction of LIFE versus the path to ill health and self destruction I was skipping on.
Feelings of Failure... OMG when I don't get out of bed for that cardio... when I know I'm not drinking enough water... when I fall prey to that Nutter Butter LOL!
The funny thing is the feelings of failure are few and far and the moment's of success outwiegh them like a flood.
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